am listenin to "take me away;nobody`s home";avril lavigne.this two songs really shows how i feel ryte now;the lyrics i mean;i really love the whether 2nite.silence and all tat;nice;rethink bout wat you did tat make pple hate you and hurting their feelings.uh huh.am tinkin now.yes my friends.i am confused. =) i don understand myself either.uh huh.really.i think...i am just playing a fool with my life ryte now.yea. =)

it`s already 5.31am.and i still can`t sleep.

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside, all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands

i am truly sorry.truly.i feel bad.and i know it`s all my fault.i messed it up.misunderstanding.

and...
i did too many mistakes.
i just watched myself make the same mistakes again.
say anything you wan`t me to hear.
cause i know i`m in the wrong.
i know.i realised it.so goodnight.byei.

p.s :i don`t think i will be blogging anymore this few days.i just don`t want any more misunderstandings. (=
if i would to;it will be a short ones.
shitt.my lip is bleeding.fuck.~ -.-" ahahaha. =))
i don`t know what to say anymore.so goodbye everyone. *smiles*